jeffrey brown

I, Jeffrey Keith Antonio Brown, am writing to let it be plainly known that I cannot, and will not, take any form of fault for any and all ill or violent actions done by me-in absence of a Logical mind. The Demons which plague me; the remnants from my Tour of Duty in the defense of this American Nation, are well documented in the notes of VA therapists, psychologist as well as in my own Works of Word. Now the flames of this Hell have been set to a blaze by the hands of my adversaries. I have been kidnapped, stolen, conspired against, tricked, betrayed and chained by the very same which I have killed and offered up my very life to defend. This is clearly visible and well documented. Memories of the bloodshed, bombs, bullets and bodies weave through my thoughts constantly. Daily, I am reminded of the sacrifices which I have made for this Country. I remember the M16 meeting my jaw as I was overtaken by overwhelming Hopelessness and Frustration in Baghdad as I knelt at that dirt mound yards away from the Guard Shack. I vividly recall choosing to remain in Combat when offered the opportunity to abandon my comrades in order to become a Naturalized Citizen of the U.S.A for which We fought. The feeling of returning home, the relief felt by my beloved mother’s heart to finally hold me after countless days and sleepless nights of worry and fret. These I cannot forget’; I will not forget. More than once, I have been wronged by this “Justice System”-twice indeed. Once my freedom stolen, future jeopardized, progress thwarted; college enrolment, Military Re-Enlistment, career, etc. all taken from me by immoral police officers willing to lie, a heartless counsel and a vindictive D.A. Again, I have been unjustly detained based solely on the accusations of the proven culprit of the very crime for which I am arrested. He is repaid by a vacating of Charges; in essence, a taking of the gun from his bloody red hands and staining my innocence. For nearly a year, I sit in confine resolute in my innocence and against any Plea Deal offered by D.A. U ultimately, it is my trusted, well-paid, Counsel who leads me to the Gallows all the while spouting Pristine Promises. When afforded opportunity to repent of his sins against Justice and myself,, Mr. Sheppard placed his own self-interests first and absented himself; leaving me to continue to suffer without cease. I truly trusted this man, this Brother. Now, I have been utterly Forsaken, in the final stages of this Mandatory Deportation. This final phase of the well-orchestrated plot they lay against me. My family suffers along with me in these brutalizing, relentless flames; however, I stand upon the torch. My heart pulsates violently even as I compose this Remembrance. I have been successful so far in containing this Beast within; these Demons. But this Hate which I have been fed only makes stronger what I fear most. This Onslaught, they have created; this is not my Seed. Therefore, I am taking the initiative of taking this time of temporal clarity to speak. I am Bipolar; I suffer from PTSD, Anxiety and Depression. I am constantly caged. I live in sleep and remember Hell. You have been informed and warned. I accept no fault for t the Fruits of Their Labor. The anger, frustration, depression and Hatred mounts within me. I ask your forgiveness in advance.